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I can't understand a word you're saying!

January 13, 2016 by Dawn Blaylock in talking, side effects

What......What......I can't understand you!  That has been said to me more times than I can count. You see, my disease causes my muscles to tighten, and your larynx is a muscle. So, with that comes a very strangled sounding voice named , Spasmodic Dysphonia.  Most days it makes communication virtually impossible.  But there is a bright-spot to this story and it is named, Botox.  No, I'm not talking about putting it into my face so that I look gorgeous and wrinkle free. (Although that does sound interesting!) It is injected directly into my larynx to stop the muscle contractions. So my face may be wrinkled as a prune, but my larynx is smooth as a baby's bottom. 

So Botox helped me get my voice back, but I believe I was helped in a greater way. Through the struggle of no voice I began to see my disease in a different light.  I have always been a talker. I just plain love to talk!  I am a retired teacher, and I loved standing at the front of the room , like a great Shakespearian actor, instructing my students.  Being cast into a world where I couldn't communicate was easily the hardest thing I have gone through.  I then began to look at my life, and I saw that not being able to walk without adaptive equipment wasn't so bad. Don't get me wrong, I would love to be able to walk without problems, but talking is so much more important to me. 

Now I get a shot around every three months. There are a few side effects that come with the shot, but they are so worth it.  After a few weeks of a breathy, Minnie Mouse voice, I am able to speak in a near normal voice. I will never sound exactly like my old self, but I am able to say important words to my family, and the most important being, I love you.

Have you ever thought about your disease in a different light.

January 13, 2016 /Dawn Blaylock
Spasmodic Dysphonia, Dystonia, Botox, larynx, loss of voice, ms, disabled stereotypes, disabled, speech disorder, botox, botox shots, vocal disability, Multiple Sclerosis, Muscular dystrophy
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